Won't make you understand

I'm here. Listening to Weeping willow by The Verve. And I'm thinking about what I'm about to do. And I honestly think that I'm going through or heading for a mental meltdown....Or maybe its just my crazy feelings. Now I'm not even making sense. ~Weeping willow the pills under my pillow, weeping willow the gun under your pillow. Weeping willow, weeping willow~