Almost Over

This year is almost over...and I'm not happy about it nor am I sad about it either. I just wanted to say something, write something, post something before this year ends. I just hope that next year everything will be better...That I'll get better. Cause I'm starting to feel as if I'm an outsider. As if I'm being looked upon by society as "mentally ill". And this Neon Wilderness isn't helping either.