When I lost her

It's hard for me to put in words on the way that I feel. It's like I...Had a piece of my heart ripped out. She was my favourite cat. And I was her favourite human to be around. It's was hard seeing her dying in that way. I never imagined that she would die that way. But she did. We are all hurting and remembering. And I'm just happy that I took lots of pictures of her. And videos of her too. She was the first cat I had and the first cat I really loved...Why did they take her away from me. My L.A Taye